well it's been forever since ive done likee anything artsy really . kinda sad. i feel behind DX urghhh i have to keep up on likeee everything which im really not doing. first off i need to get a regular job. i referee soccer games which is good pay. like twenty bucks a game but this year i signed up too late so i dont have any games to ref DX so im pretty much broke.. now that im going to turn 16 (yay) i can finally apply for the places i want to apply for !!! yayayayayay.

private lessons for the violin has gotten to be a pain lately because i wasnt muc motivated and its summer so i dont really want to stay inside. dont get me wrong because i love playing the violin, just not the songs that my instructor wants me to play hahah i love my teacher though, shes sooo awesome. shes like my older sister i never had ahahaha but ive been practicing what im supposed to more often XD

being on getting a job means that i can make jewlery again. because the glass beads are SO expensive !! urghh like three bucks for a tiny little package thinger. im almost all out of clasps tooo D: oh nooos ! so i need to start that up againnn

hrrrmm got no idea what im doing for my birthdayy never really do much actually so idk if im even going to do anything this year. i want cake thou XD and money tooo ahahah

neeed to buy i dang scanner and i frickin usb drive cuz i lost my other one ): so i'll have to get money for that stuff (which i dont know where the money will come from !) anddd tuesdays are like my busiest days of the week so we'll see what happenssssss

gotta go shopping now !!!!!!!